As most of us will know, there are certain things / situations / events that you realise will potentially change your life forever. There are bridges in life, and when one is staring you in the face you know that crossing that bridge will have a huge impact on the future and maybe change things quite drastically.

I’ve been staring at such a bridge for around the past week. I feel it in my stomach that I’m in the midst of one of those pivotal moments in life. In some ways crossing this bridge will answer a lot of questions, but in others it will present many many more. This crossing won’t only effect me, it will effect others that are close to me as well, so I’ve done more deliberating than usual. In my heart I know I have no choice but to make the crossing, but there are mixed emotions involved too. At first I was relieved that there even was a bridge I could walk over, but then I became afraid, petrified even, of what I may or may not find at the other side.

But cross it I must, the only question remains when. There are new horizons beckoning to me that certainly won’t be all bad, but they won’t be all good either.

I realise this post may not make any sense whatsoever to anyone besides myself, but indulge me, I needed to get it out of my system. :)